Those who have been reading my blog posts will probably be saying "Whaaat? This is the 3rd post in the last 2 weeks, what's going on???" I know it's a shock. I've been writing a lot lately to make myself feel better.
If you've read the title you'll know that at this moment and time I'm hating on the humans, I could quite easily live in a world where there are only animals for company. Animals don't let you down, animals won't make you cry (they might if you piss them off, but that doesn't count, ok?) Basically I prefer animals to humans. And yet I don't have any animals in my house, I'd love to get a cat, but, unfortunately there's no point. If I'm moving in September I might not even be able to take it with me. And it's not fair on the poor thing, so I'll refrain my crazy cat lady feelings and wait until I have a stable life style. However, there are lots and lots of humans around me, each one of them pissing me off in their own way and they don't even realise they're doing it. For instants: I'm casually walking down the road and hit a human traffic jam, they were walking soooooo slow. I actually wanted to scream!!! Or people using their mobiles and walking at the same time, then they walk into you, it's like, watch where you're going!!! I almost got run over by some douchebag in a van because he was too busy on his phone. What is wrong with people these days? Or is it just me? Maybe someone stuck an "Annoy Me" sign on my back and I haven't get realised. I think the only people who have yet to piss me off is my family and my best friend.
Being back in the UK has really hit me, I've just been so upset at the fact that I'm on my own. It's quite boring. I actually cleaned my whole room (very rare for me) because I was feeling so down. Recently I've been so emotional, I cry at everything!! Being a girl is greaaaat, said no one ever.I have chocolate and popcorn, so I've got that going for me, which is nice. But all I really want right now is a hug. Eh, I sound so pathetic. I'm sorry for making you all read this.
Tomorrow at college we're doing bald caps... Yes I will find out if I look good bald or not. Just thought you might like to know that, not sure why to be honest.
Anyway, I'll leave y'all be, sorry if I've dampened your evening/morning with my boring sad life.
I love you all sooo much, thank you for reading. I'm gonna go soppy, but knowing that you guys read what I write really makes me feel better because I know that people are getting joy out of my writing. Now I know the title of this post says I hate humans, but I don't hate you. Just putting that out there.
Rant over.
Love Nadia xxx
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