Sunday, November 20, 2016

And Then She Sewed The Models Face!

Good morrow!

Things have gotten better since the last depressing post (I'm so sorry for that!!), fun things have happened!!!

I went to the Neill Gorton Prosthetics Show in Birmingham with uni. Getting up at 6am was not very fun but I can't really complain because I got to nap on the very uncomfortable coach. 
We got there at around 9am which was perfect as we were just in time for the first demo of the day. We all sat in this giant lecture room, cameras and microphones were placed at the front and on that stage was Neill Gorton himself accompanied by Rebecca Butterworth!! WTF!!! Ok, I was fan girling slightly at this point.Now if you don't know who Neill Gorton is, let me educate you: He is the creator of Millennium FX, one of the biggest companies ever. He's worked on loads of films such as Saving Private Ryan, Thor, Frankenstein, The wolf Man and also One Direction: This Is Us (Yes this is true!!) (he did loads more but I'm not naming them all, are you crazy??) he's also worked on loads of tv shows too: Ant and Dec's Saturday Night Takeaway, Doctor Who, Torchwood and LOAAAADS more, he's also done the makeup for a Miss Lady Gaga, no idea who she is.. (LOL). Rebecca Butterworth is really well known in the fashion industry as she does all of the makeup for the catwalk. She knows whats in trend a year from now... It's like she can see in to the future or something?? Anyway, I sat in the perfect spot, I had a great view and waited for it to begin. Now, from the title of this post you may be wondering, the frick frack?? Yes, Rebecca sewed up the models face! Now don't be alarmed because Neill applied some prosthetic transfers that looked like bumps of skin to the models face, so in theory she wasn't actually sewing up the models real skin, I just thought I'd freak you all out and it helps for clickbait too, hehe. 
Don't mind me, just casually sewing a face.
As you can see from the photo above, she literally sewed up the face. It was weird to watch but also oddly satisfying to see. She add beads to it and turned it into a beauty look.
Once the talk and demo was over I plucked up the courage to go and talk to Mr Gorton... I managed to grab a selfie with him too!! (Inner screaming) 

There he is. The man himself. I was that excited to meet him I forgot there were really bright lights behind us making the photo a bit shit. BUT OMG I'M STANDING NEXT TO NEILL FRICKING GORTON!! Ok, annnnnd relax...

When all the excitement was over I went into the Monster Making room, yes that was the actual name of the room, cool isn't it? There were loads of masks and stuff placed around the room, with the name of the film or tv show they were taken from. It was weird seeing face casts of famous people with the masks that they actually wore!! Deadpools mask was there!!! They also had prosthetic pieces from Red Dwarf there (ask your dad about that one) and a giant beaver head from one of the old B&Q adverts!! 
Once we'd finished looking at the cool masks we sat down at the front of one of the other demonstrations and then Stuart Bray came on, again let me educate you on who Stuart Bray is: He worked on Shaun of the Dead, Stardust and The Mummy Returns. He has also done the makeup for Game of Thrones!!!! YES!! He's also helped Greg Nicotero on The Walking Dead... Anyway back to it, he came on and gave a presentation on some wrinkled skin he did for a movie, it was gross but I loved it!! Once he was done I went to go and talk to him, by this point I had my courage up and felt like I could go and talk to anyone!! He gave me some helpful tips and tricks about making prosthetic pieces and flat moulds and then I asked him for a photo, he asked me whether or not I would like a beaver head in the background "even though it has nothing to do with my work" he said.

There he is, Mr Stuart Bray. Unfortunately you can't see the giant beaver behind us! But by God was I a happy camper after this. I said goodbye to him and wandered back to my seat where I sat grinning for about half an hour. Then we had some people come talk to us about the monsters on Doctor Who which is cool as I used to watch it a lot (When Matt Smith was the doctor) and they talked about how they made the costumes and how hard it was to walk in them, they talked about the Slitheen, not sure if you remember those horrible creatures but turns out there were people walking around in those costumes and they had to have the arms glued on so once they were in there they couldn't actually take them off until lunch time!
Then they talked about the Angles, you know the ones where you can't blink or they come get you... Turns out they are real actresses painted to look like marble status, my mind was blown as I had always thought they were real statues. 

After that we did some shopping. I was in heaven!! There was so much fake blood, it was fabulous. I bought some to try and I still haven't opened it even though I'm really excited to see what it looks like. I bought one that is the exact same colour and texture of our blood when you first cut yourself!! How cool is that? 
As I was waiting for my friends to finish shopping I see a guy with blue hair and a soul patch walk past me. I stop. Glued to the spot. It can't be?? OMG!!! It's Charlie Short, a.k.a Pinkstylist from Youtube. Now hold on a minute, you may be thinking I'm over reacting slightly but no I'm not. I've been watching this guy on Youtube for years!! He taught me so much, he taught me how to do drag makeup and cool body painting. My heart was beating so quickly as I made my way to him, I tapped him on the shoulder and smiled my biggest smile at him.. It was hard to get my words out, I was star struck. I told him how much I loved his videos and if I could get a photo with him. He said yes and he was so lovely!! He came across as really genuine. I got a hug from him too!!

After saying goodbye to him my heart was still beating incredibly fast. I couldn't stop smiling!!!!  I felt like I had acted like a crazy person but he seemed ok with it, I posted this picture to instagram and tagged him in it, he had seen it and taken it and put it in a collage of people he had met that day!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

Ok breathe, so yeah. After that we went back in to the giant lecture room and watched Neill Gorton and Rob Mayor do a full face of prosthetics!! It was cool how they made young girls look like old ladies.

Once it was all over it was time to go back to the uncomfortable coach, I tried to nap again but my body was having none of it. That's about it. The way back wasn't really that interesting. It was dark outside so I couldn't even glance at the landscape.

TADA!!! That's how my Saturday went.

Hope you enjoyed reading, I'll see you around.
Nadia xxx

Friday, November 11, 2016

Jinx

Hello,

Some of you may have noticed that I deleted my last post, I won't go in to detail but some stuff happened and I felt like I needed to erase everything to do with said issue from my life. Sorry for messing you all about, but I'm back now ready to write again.

I'm not going to lie to you, things have been shit. And I don't mean "ugh, today was a bad day" sort of shit, I mean the "I can't sleep or eat" kind of shit. I spent a few weeks suffering from insomnia and eating only toast. That's what my body does when shit goes down... You know how some people eat their feelings (take Bridget Jones for example, she eats ice cream and cries to herself) I can't do that. I starve myself of everything that I love, why I hear you ask, I don't know why. I guess it's my bodies way of dealing with rejection. This is turning out to be half rant half depression. I'm sorry... 
I know that everything was going so well in my last post, I knew it was too good to be true and I'm pretty sure I jinxed my life. But it's ok, I'm used to these set backs. Things will pick up again, the only problem is I'm always scared when things go too well, they usually come crashing down after a few months, leaving me battered and hurt wondering what the hell happened to the happy times. Sometimes it can go from "OMG I'm so happy, this is amazing, I've never been so happy in my life!!!!! I hope this never ends!!" to, "Oh, well I guess something had to go wrong eventually, see you around". Now I know I'm being vague and I apologies for that, but like I said, I don't really want to go in to detail as it was very much a private matter.

Anyway, on to happier things. 
My mum came to the UK. That was nice. I guess she came at the best possible time... Sorry, I'm descending in to darkness again. Beam me up Scotty! We hung out for 4 days which was amazing. It was so nice to just have her around to give me hugs and cook me nice food again after having not seen her for such a long time. We went wedding dress shopping with my sister, I was really jealous of all the nice dresses she tried on. Kind of wished that was me... We went out for a fancy lunch and drank fake champagne, it was really nice. 
And I can't wait to go home for Christmas!!!! I'm so excited to just be around my parents and animals again after such a shitty time.

Uni is going alright, had my first breakdown and it's only been three months, new world record for me!! Had my first assessment on facial postiche. I turned my friend Sam (Male) in to a fabulous drag queen.. He wore a bright pink ball gown and long false nails. I hand knotted his moustache which took me three weeks to make, bloody joke!! Glued it to his face and did some gorgeous over the top makeup. He got proper in to it when I started taking the photos.. I'll post them later on once I've edited them.. Got lots to do before I can show them to the public.
Excited for next Saturday as we're going to a prosthetic event in Birmingham. Loads of famous makeup artists will be there. I'm going to be throwing my money at them and buying loads of crap I don't need but really really want! It's going to be so much fun!!!

Got some gigs coming up as well which will be awesome!!! Going to see The Fratellis at the end of November and then Four Years Strong in February!!
We've planned a trip to Amsterdam in February too which will be SIIIIICK!!! Always wanted to go and now I am with some of my closest friends. The end of this year is making up for how shit the rest of it has been. I hope to God 2017 is gonna be 300000000x better or I swear I'm gonna give up. Not even joking!

Hopefully Caitlin, Beth and Me will live together again next year in the same flat with the same rooms, I've grown to like them haha. They're ok really and we get along really well.
Aiden is coping well living with us, bless him. He doesn't half get bullied in to doing things for us. But we're a cute little family. Aiden's even going to buy a Christmas tree for the flat and Beth's mum is bringing the decorations. It's going to be so festive.

Went to the Christmas market last night with Ben and Annie. It really got me in the Christmas mood even though it's still only the beginning of November. We had mulled wine in cute little mugs and then we got mini pancakes and I had mine covered in Nutella.... It was so good. I did feel quite sick after though and when we got back to Annie's flat she decided to make cupcakes which were so good, but that didn't help my stomach which was hurting from the pancakes. We watched the incredibles as well which was so much fun. made us all feel like kids again.

One last thing: THE WALKING DEAD HAS BEEN SPOILED FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, night. 
Nadia xxx