Wednesday, July 30, 2014

July Favourites 2014 - Video


Hello one and all. 
Here is my new video, all about my favourites in July. It has all the usual things in, from T-shirts to eyelashes and everything else i love. Why not check it out? Maybe you'll find something that you might like to try and i'd have inspired you to go and buy it. I hope you all have a great day.

Nadia xxx


Sunday, July 27, 2014

Make-up of the day.


Hello everyone, i hope you're all having a wonderful day. Is it nice and hot where you are? 
Ok, so today's make-up is really simple and not too over powering. All i've done is applied my L'Oreal super slim liner on my lids creating a wing, then applying Maybelline Illegal Extension mascara to the top lashes. I didn't want my eyes to be too dark and i wanted it to have a clean effect. On my lips I dabbed on Maybelline Color burst in Midnight Plum, i only applied it gently because i didn't want it to be too dark. It is quite a dark colour so to get the effect i managed to do is pretty simple. Just dab it on softly not pressing on too hard so it's more of a tint rather than a full lip. I then applied Yves Rocher eyebrow pencil in chestnut. 
And that's it. VoilĂ . Simple, clean and easy. It took me around 10 minutes to do. Easy peasy, lemon squeezy. (Does anyone else say that?) 

I hope you enjoyed this look.

Nadia xxx

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Pineapples.


So this is my current look, well not exactly. I just went a bit crazy and realised i did in fact envy the way pineapples look. So here you have it, the pineapple look. Rocked by me, Nadia. I also feel like i could relate to Agnes from Despicable Me. 
IT'S SO FLUFFYYY!!! 
Ok i'm done, but yes. I feel like i'm going to keep this look until someone tells me it looks stupid. I feel that may be a long time as people aren't normally upfront about this like that. But hey, we'll deal with it. Can someone else do the pineapple look with me, to make me feel less alone and weird? 
No? Ok... I don't know what i expected. Forever alone.


Your loss, i look fabulous! You're all jealous! Ok, probably not, i just look like a fool don't i?
You can tell me you know, i won't be offended. 
Anyway rant over.

I love you all, thank you for putting up with my craziness and weirdness. 

Nadia xxx

Stripping off? - Video



Hello one and all, I hope you're all having a great day. 
So the reason i've gathered you all today is to talk to you about my new video that i've just uploaded to youtube. Now again do not be fooled by the title it's really not what you think it is. It's so fool people into watching -Insert evil laughter here- anyway, please take the time to watch it, i'd be most greatful. You can also leave a comment or whatever on the video telling me what you thought. I hope you enjoy the video!!

Nadia xxx



Friday, July 18, 2014

Outfit of the day- Wedding Party.

So i went to a wedding yesterday, it was a lot of fun. I wore a strapless dress from the Lipsy collection 2013 a gold chain necklace, a vintage clutch bag that i thrifted and cream heels with gold plating at the front. I didn't really want to over do the look, and i thought this was simple yet chic with gold. As you might be able to see on my dress there are gold chains printed onto it which makes the gold necklace much nicer.

                                                    

    

I hope you enjoyed reading this, i just thought i'd share my outfit with you all.
Nadia xxx

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

My First Time - Video



So this is my new video, now don't be fooled by the title. You'll be thinking it's about sexy stuff... Sorry to disappoint but it's not haha. It's actually about first time things, like best friends or concerts, cars and teddy bears.

I think i'd feel a bit weird sharing the other sort of information with you. No offence. I love you all dearly but not that much :p

Now go watch the video, you'll enjoy it, i promise. Guaranteed or your 5 minutes back, can't promise you'll get it back though. 




Nadia xxx 

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

A big hello, from me to you.

Today i just feel like saying hello. Why? Why, the hell not. I haven't written a post for some time, so i thought that for this one i'd have a chat with my readers about what i've been doing and what's to come.
To start of with i've been helping plan a wedding, it's exciting!!! It's all purple and cream, very chic. It's going well, only a couple more days before the wedding so we have to get it all done! Stressful! But it's going to look amazing.
Next on my list are videos, i've been doing a fair amount of filming in advance. Sometimes i think i won't have time to film something but then it turns out i always do. Never mind they'll be there for when i need them.
This weeks video is a bit of fun. Don't be fooled by the title. Just need to edit it and it'll be ready for everyone to see.
I bought myself some Eylure single lashes to try out, they are so amazing. I used the medium ones on the corner of my eyes to give a beautiful effect of fluttery lashes. I'll maybe to a tutorial on it. They come with this glue that's like super glue, it's ridiculous! I haven't used it yet, i'm a bit scared to try it. It's said that they'll last up to 4 weeks and that it dries within 10 seconds... What if i make a mistake??? Well i've been practising with ordinary glue, so far so good. But going back to the wedding i'm doing the brides make-up (so excite) and i need to be ready before hand. So i'll have to do my eyelashes the day before hence the fact that i'm going to have to use the SUPER glue. Eugh pray for me that i don't accidentaly glue one to my forehead or rip all of my eyelashes out!
I bought a bowler hat. Not very exciting i know. But i like it. I got it from H&M for a fiver. Bargain!



                               

Cute right? Anyway getting off topic.
I tried fake tan, it didn't end well. It went really streaky and patchy and looked like i hadn't had a shower for about a month. Not a good look. So i've been in the shower and scrubbed until i was red. It hurt. Never again. I'm forever pale. Who cares. Not me.

So yes i've had a rant, i apologise in advance.
Hope you all have a great day.

Nadia xxx

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

What's in my bag?


Ever wondered what was in my bag? Well wonder no more. Now you can watch it in this video.
Go. Go now.
GOOO. Why are you sitting here reading this? Watch it.
Now.

Thanks, love you.

Nadia xxx

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Abusive Relationships.

This post is quite deep, if you don't like to read about deep subjects i really advise that you don't read any further.

Now a lot of you reading the title will be thinking, oh that person is in a relationship were they're getting physically abused. That is not the case, there is emotional abuse as well as physical. Physical abuse is a lot easier to get over, i'm not saying it's right, god no i'd never say that, hitting someone is never acceptable. But what i am saying is that the scars and bruises will heal in time. But emotional abuse is much much harder to get over. That person has gotten into your head. Belittled you, made you feel like shit (excuse the language) and has pushed you into thinking you're worth nothing. This person can make you feel horrible in your own skin. Now i'm going to share with you my story, my story of being emotionally abused.

I was 16 years old and i was at school, i had met this guy he was 18. At first he seemed sweet, genuine, kind, at the time i could have gone on and on with a list of great things about him. We had been going out for a few months and it's then that the cracks started to show. Now at 16 i wasn't particularly curvy, nor was i busty. I was average sized, we'll get onto why this is relevant later on. So anyway the cracks started to show, he started controlling me. At first it was just checking my phone, asking me who i was texting. I thought this was normal, if i told him i was texting a guy friend he'd go mental. He'd rage and hit the walls and everything, sometimes i thought he was going to hit me.

He never did.
A few more months passed and things got worse, he made me delete every boys number from my phone. Again i thought it was cute that he was jealous and that he wanted me all to him self. I was so naive.
Then on my 17th birthday he ignored me. He never said happy birthday to me, i didn't get a present. I got nothing. Oh sorry, i got one thing. Abuse over the phone, he would swear, call me all the names under the sun. I didn't have a clue what was going on, or what i'd done wrong. But i blamed myself. My 17th birthday was the worst day ever. Then he'd ring me back telling me he was sorry and that he loved me and stupidly, i believed him. My parents could see what he was doing to me. I couldn't. They begged me to end it with him, but i couldn't bring myself to do it, i thought no one else would want me. That i was worthless. A couple of weeks later he started implying that i was putting on weight, yes i was growing boobs, finally, i'd waited so long for this, my hips started to form, i felt like a real girl. But he wasn't happy. He'd make me feel fat, and i believed him. He made me feel ugly, he would drill his nasty words into my brain so i'd see what he saw, he then started telling me how i should and shouldn't dress, he'd call me a slut when i put on pretty skirts for him but when i didn't he'd get nasty and tell me that i didn't care about him and that i didn't want to look pretty for him, it was the same with heels, i couldn't win. I was always in the wrong, it was always my fault.
I became ill. Before i was ill i weighed 50 kilos, when he pushed me to the limit i weighed only 40. I was borderline anorexic. My hips would stick out, my chest was as flat as that of a 12 year old boy and my legs and arms were like sticks, you could see my spine sticking out of my skin. My periods stopped (TMI, i know sorry) and i honestly felt my lowest point. I wasn't a girl any more. I was a skeleton.
My parents still begged me to leave him and still i refused.
He'd drop me off at school, never even saying goodbye to me. I didn't even have the strength to lift my bag up and onto my shoulders, that's how weak i'd become. I'd often sit alone and cry, not because of my relationship, oh no to me that was normal. I'd never been in a relationship before, no i cried because of the way i looked. My clothes hung off me, i could barely walk up the stairs to the classroom.
We'd been together a year, we were going to celebrate. We went out to a club together with his friends in tow. One of his friends sat next to me and was talking to me, opposite me i could see him, glaring at me, i knew from that instant that that night was going to be torture. And it was, we lay in bed together. He wouldn't go anywhere near me, the next morning i was sick, he ignored me. He ignored me for about 4 days. I thought it was all my fault. I thought if only i hadn't attracted his friend, if only i'd sat next to my boyfriend, none of this would have happened.
And then New Years eve came around, we went to his friends house for a party. I was chatting to his friends, drinking and having fun. He'd had a few drinks by this time, i see him look at me with this deathly stare. He got up randomly and went to his car.
He drove, he was drunk.
I tried to stop him but he pushed me away, he almost trapped my fingers in the car door, his friends had to help me up from the floor.
1 hour later he came back. He pushed me into the car and drove me back to his place. By this time he was mad, drunk and jealous. A deadly combination. When we arrived at his house i saw he'd packed all of my things and left them by the door. He looked me dead in the eyes and told me he never wanted to see me again, he never wanted to touch me again and that he's rather die than be in the same room as me. He told me he was going to drive me home. I refused.
That was the final straw for me. I could finally see what he was doing to me and my parents. I'd fallen out with them over him. And for what?
I rang my mum crying, it was 4 am. I was trying to talk to her, to explain the situation and all i could hear was my boyfriend crying and shouting down the phone at my mum to listen to him and that she should ignore everything that i was saying and that none of it was true. Obviously she didn't believe him, she knew the damage he'd done to me. When i told him my parents were coming to get me, he ran out of the door, without a backwards glance at me and drove off. He knew that if he'd have stayed, my dad would have beat the crap out of him.
The only problem was i had no idea where i was. All i knew was that i was in my boyfriends house. He'd always kept the address from me so i could't tell my parents where i was. 3 hours later they found me. I was on the floor crying, thinking he'd come back and finish me off, but this time physically.
When i got home i had 27 missed calls from him, all of them crying and begging me for forgiveness, begging me to come back to him. I ignored every single one of them. When he realised that i wasn't going to fall for his tricks any more he got nasty, the mean, vile messages appeared. "You're a whore, no ones going to want you" "You should be grateful when you had me" Again i ignored them.

Even now at 19 years old i'm still getting over what that bastard did to me. I've put the weight back on, i'm healthy. But in my mind his words still linger, but only in the shadows. I'm slowly turning back to my old self, but i've been put off guys for quite some time. I now pity the girl he's going out with and hope she never has to go through what i went through with him.

The reason i'm telling you my personal story is because i want people to be aware of abuse. Not just physical but mental and emotional. I managed to get out while i had the chance, who knows. If i'd stayed in that relationship any longer things could have got a lot worse, it could have ended for me. But it didn't because i saw the light. Now if you feel like you're being controlled, please, please, please get out while you still can. Don't let them take over your mind. You are your own person and no one should be allowed to take that from you.

Please be aware, share this and let people know.

Thank you so much for reading, it really means a lot to me. I love you all.

Nadia xxx

My vintage hand bag.


Today I went to a brocante. It's the French version of a yard sale, or a garage sale. Which ever you prefer to say. So anyway i went there not thinking i'd find anything, i'd been walking around for almost an hour. Then i came across this beautiful brown leather bag.
It's got that lovely old smell to it, i love that smell. This bag was originally from the 40's (so i was told).
It has tonnes of pockets, but it's quite small inside.

I paid 3 euros for it, which is a bargain. I can just imagine all the things it's been through... This is my new 'smart' bag!

Nadia xxx

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

June Favourites 2014


Here is my new video. I think you should go watch it, why i hear you ask... Well because it's full of fun things and interesting make-up, brushes and books that i've enjoyed this month. Now enough questions, go watch it. Go!!!

Rock Chick make-up tutorial.

Rock Chick make-up is very popular, but it's not much of a summer look but oh well i'm going to show you how you can achieve this look:


This style of make-up can make a lot of people uneasy. With it being such a dark look lots of people are too scared to try it out. But trust me, it looks great on everyone. Especially if you're pale, like myself.
Now this is quite an easy tutorial, but if you have trouble with make-up, try it out a few times and you'll get better and better each time. As they say, practice makes perfect. Let's get started.



Ok, so you're going to start off by using a base. I like to use BB cream because it gives a healthy, natural colour without it looking caked on. If you prefer foundation, go for it! This is just my opinion and everyone is different. Apply with a damp sponge, dabbing it on, not rubbing. You could also use a brush, but i find that using a brush uses up a lot more product.


Now, you're going to draw a line where your cheek bones are (you can find this out by sucking in your cheeks), the side of your nose and on your jaw line with bronzer. Yes you'll look like you're ready for war, but trust me when it's blended in you'll look like a chiselled Barbie doll. If that's what you're aiming for, of course. You'll blend it out with a fluffy brush, until there are no harsh lines.


You're going to apply blusher to the apples of your cheeks. It's much easier if you smile, that way you'll get it in exactly the right place. Remember, little and often, if you go all guns blazing you'll look like a clown so do it moderately slow and apply every now and again.



As you can see i've filled in my eyebrows. If you've read my other make-up tutorial you'll know just how easy it is to do. So go back and read it, you can click here (much easier).


Ready for the next bit, you'll have to apply white eye liner all over your eyelid. This will make the colours that we're going use appear much brighter. It acts the same was as primer does.

Then you're going to apply a purple colour, this is your choice, i chose a violet colour because it complements my skin tone. But you can use which ever colour you want.


As you'll see from the photo above i used a crease brush to lightly apply black to the outer corners of my eyes then what was left on my brush i carried across my lid to create a smokey effect.

Then i smudge a small amount of black eye shadow under my eyes. Don't do too much or you'll look like a panda.

This part is optional, but i prefer to apply the lashes because of all the black eye shadow it'll be hard to see your natural lashes. If the band of your lashes are white like mine are, don't forget to cover it with black liner so as it'll blend in with the eye shadow.


You're then going to apply mascara to the tops and bottoms of your lashes, if you've put false lashes on, this will bind your own lashes with them, making them look natural.


To complete the make-up apply a plum lipstick. Preferably with a lipstick brush, it's easier. The apply a tiny bit of white shadow to the centre of your bottom lip. This will give your lip depth.


And the final step to rocking this look is to do an awesome hairstyle and add accessories. I've quiffed my fringe up and added a head scarf.

And there you go, this look is great for winter, autumn, a night out or a day in with friends. I hope you can do something similar if you do why not send me a picture on twitter. I'd love that.
Thanks for reading.

Nadia xxx